Thursday, May 12, 2005

My Fifth Post

Dear Reader,

Are you happy or sad, that I am not going to tell you the secret that I said I was going to tell you yesterday? Call me a LIAR if you like, but I consider that a very strong impression that you have of me.

As I said earlier, I have been writing and moaning and griefing bullshits very recently. I feel contented and above all, happy. Of course you could barely see that in me. There is a very low contrasty of expression on my face.

Do you mind wishing my good luck? Well, the problem is that I sort of need it right now. Would you mind? I am not going to moan or grief or pant or anything like that.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

My Fourth Post

Dear Reader,

Are you happy or sad? I have been quite happy myself lately. I am not going to tell you why because I am worried that you might be sad to know. I don't like being happy in front of a sad reader like you. But if you are a happy reader, I am still not going to tell you either. I don't like making a happy reader sad.

A lot of people have been talking and moaning and griefing about movie making. Throw a stone at the crowd and you will probably hit a film moaner. And Chances are they will moan a lot more than your dearest narrator do. So watch out.

I have a little secret that I want to tell you in my next post. Stay tune. Are you going to throw a stone at me? I am just going to whimper a little.

Monday, May 09, 2005

My Third Post

Dear Reader,

Things have changed. I am no longer working. I get to write stories and all that kind of bullshits you know. Apparently I am happier. I am not completely sure of that though. There are times that I miss going to work. Well, I am sicked. Screw me.

I was in an Audition two days ago. It was great. I was paid 50 ringgit over the period of 48 hours, or you might want to call it like 2 days. I don't know if an actor could come prepared and makes a difference. Because I have not seen one over the period when I was earning that 50 ringgit, or five 10 ringgits if you want to like call it.

Personally, I like actors who come prepared. Very often, they are really nice people. I like nice people. I used to hate them though. Well, I am sicked. Screw me, I am just going to moan a little.